When he called me yesterday to tell me he was going to stop for a couple of drinks, I thanked him for letting me know, and asked if he was worried about dinner.
I really wished that he was coming home instead of going to the bar, but I didn't say a word.
As I drove thru town to go home I saw that he was already at the bar, and the vehicle of the EA's H was also in the parking lot. My heart about fell out of my chest, but I did nothing. Just drove home, did some laundry and updated my journal.
As I was doing that, I really took notice of all the encouraging little signs that he has shown over the past ten days. They made me feel better, more centered and in control of my emotions.
The more I practice true giving, the easier it gets. Especially since I am now able to truly recognize his efforts and the things that he is giving.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
