Yes, CeMar, it would be nice in a marriage if you could do the things that make you both happy. That doesn't always happen. You are stuck in what 'should' be, rather than what is. If you accept your wife exactly as she is and stop trying to fix her or run her half of the relationship, where does that leave you?
It leaves you with decisions to make. It seems to me it is much easier for you to try and change your wife than it is to make a decision you don't want to make.
Your wife is not apologizing for who or what she is. She has told you time and time again. You just refuse to hear her. Now you can either accept what she has said and learn to live with it, or you can start making decisions that are best for you (you don't hear her apologizing for making decisions that are best for HER do you?) It doesn't necessarily lead to divorce, it doesn't necessarily NOT lead to divorce, but regardless, you can't control that outcome.
But again, if you don't start living your life because you love, honor and respect yourself, no one else, including God, is going to do it for you.
