I think these last few days I have grown a little stronger and am getting tired of him trying to manipulate me and make me be the bad guy.
This is going to be a long process... whether I wait for him to pull his head out of his a** or head straight to divorce or legal seperation.... All options pretty much suck!
Its kinda funny..when I think about it..he doesnt want me..but when I dont react to him...he seems to get irritated...hmmm..sounds like he wants to hold all the cards...
Well... the crying, begging, pleading woman has left the room!!
Yea!! I feel good about that. Dont get me wrong..I still cry because it hurts so much and I truely love him... but I am really trying to not let him know...
