Backslides are just a fact of life. My W was the same getting angry if i "let her down" looking after kids or something.
W disarms me to. i'm making the same backslides and you and a heap more.
You've got a good attitude in not having regrets and keep going forward. Stay with it
I find my emotions keep tripping me up and i;m not really moving that fast.
New experience today- felt like i could not leave my W prescence - it was like i was rooted to the spot - strangest feeling. Almost like i was hypnotised or something.