For the Guy with Kids and a WW 10

[hopeful4her]

Trust me, if I could really reduce the amount that I see her, I would do it. It's the girls. I know that I just want to try to get them and go. But she just stalls it. I'm sure she could have had the girls ready to go today by the time I got there, but no. I just don't get her. She doesn't want me. She acts rudely to me. She has said unkind things to me. Her defenses are CONSTANTLY up with me. I would think that the least amount of time that I'm there would be fantastic for her.

Her fog is so F'ing thick that she needs those little automatic wipers on her glasses. Squeeek. Squeeek.

She made and brought dinner over the week before. She made dinner for us the Sunday we got back from the coast. She is talking about having dinner before I take the girls home each day this week.

It has to be about the girls. Not me.

She says one thing, but SOME of her actions are saying something else.

At least I think.

I DON'T deserve her.




I deserve much better.