I KNOW I talk to him too much, but I also know what it is to be really messed up and have no one who gives a rats ass about you to be there for you.
The advice I give him now is strictly as a friend. I don't try to look at it from any other perspective than that. I give him advice or my opinion like I would ANYONE. I don't do this to try and bring him back, I just see someone that I care about who is lost and hurting and I hate to see someone do that.
Letting go is so hard. I really feel like I have let go, even though we talk a lot because, more often than not it doesn't get to me. I don't know why it did today, but it did. Funny thing is, I'm better now. So weird.
If you are crazy then I hate to hear what I would be called! LOL!!!
Hang in there H4H, all you can do is all you can do!
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
