"I'm not trying to torture you. I think things are going to be coming to an end soon."
It may not be his intention at all, but he doesn't seem to understand that is exactly what's happening here - torture!
(((((((HUGS)))))))
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I'm just tired of this. Like I said, we get close and then he pushes me away again and its just hard.
Crumbs, Corey. He's continuing to give you just enough to keep you close, and when you do happen to get a little too close for HIS comfort, he pulls away. Give him another day or two....and the cycle repeats itself. He wants you there for him when HE wants you to be.....when he doesn't, he chooses to turn the other way. To the Troll. Back and forth, back and forth. I know the motion all too well.
I'm glad to hear he made the C appt, but I'm even happier to hear that you have no expectations....because you realize that expectations = preplanned disappointments.
Let him go, Corey. Don't be so available to him all the time - talking on the phone, texting,....whatever, whenever. For your own emotional well-being, these R talks NEED TO STOP. Let him do his thing, YOU DO YOURS. Quit allowing him to drag you along.
I care about you, Corey - we all do! - and it saddens me to see and hear you hurting all because of your H's selfish behavior...and you're settling for it. DON'T.
I know....I'm one to talk, aren't I? ....If not for the wonderful people here "pushing" me to realize that I DO DESERVE BETTER...and MY CHILDREN DESERVE BETTER....I know there is no way I could be sitting here typing all of this to you. If not for all of you, I would not be as strong as I am feeling at this very moment.
NO MORE CRUMBS, COREY. NO MORE CRUMBS.
(((((((Corey)))))))
Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell
