Still my stich isn't much better. We look for a positives and I have one that I'mm trying to develop.
Depending on our schedule my W will give me a hug before I go to work. She doesn't talk about whats bothering her but when she's drunk she may open up a tiny bit. Unfortunately, I don't know when she's ready to open up. The most I can do is listen and hope she can appreciate that much. When does talk its all how life is so unfair for her. How her life didn't turn out the way she wanted it to.
Today I felt so depressed. So much I couldn't do anything. When I came home and W was ready to leave for work I sat outside on the stairs and gazed out at the sky. I got a quick hug (after all the neighbors might see) and she shot off to work.
