Well wow, that's is quite the story that Scott Adams provided. Hey I just got a book called Erased, Missing Women, Murdered Wives. It's about, well that, women who are disappeared ala the Peterson crime. I just started it, these are particularly sick people who do this, but what about men who emotionally disappear their wives? That is what still shocks me to this day.
Anyway I digress because SG I have been wanting to say that I think it's a good thing you are trying ADs. My story about those is I went on for two years post bomb without them and got through to a point. I just could not get over the hump of seeming normal and acting normal but crying too much, it was not right.
I was seeing a therapist and a referred psychiatrist and the meds worked for me. I went off them a couple years ago. There have been times since when my therapist offered them again. But with work I have the skills to not need them. Overall it was a good experience. When the missing man thing happened I had the tools to not go back. Cheers, Wonder