Your feelings are just ours magnified since you have the added troll to deal with. Don't beat yourself up. I was a mess when my FH was around all the time, no wonder I couldn't let go, he couldn't send a clear message if it hit right between the eyes!
Feel free to vent. Allow yourself that and allow yourself some fun. You deserve it Corey. Hugs
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory