Is there an actual chance he isn't the father?? Oh sugar, your in my thoughts. By some miracle, I hope he isn't the father.
C will be a good thing, even if its just to get everything off your chest. Your not stupid, don't ever say that!!! You've been with this man for 20 years, you loved and trusted him, and he violated that. You did nothing wrong. He doesn't deserve you my dear.
Hang in there
thinking of you ..
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.