((((((Michelle))))))) ((((((Handsome))))))

I might have spoken a bit too soon on the banter; nothing from H today. Maybe I pushed it a bit too far, or more likely he's just been busy/is caving again.

Jeff- when you come to London we should go to a concert- can't wait!!

Been feeling a little sad tonight. We had a big family meal and I missed H at it- thought how much my family (and I) loved being part of the family. Also, there were so many little ones there. I wish I had one, or three, of my own. *sigh* So I looked for sperm banks on Google tonight to try and cheer myself up. I hope it doesn't come to that, but I guess it's a back-up plan of sorts. *sigh, sigh, sigh*

It was nice to see my family though.

Hope you guys are having a good day today- it's time for me to go to bed!

L. xx