You know. I went back and read all my first posts and the interactions with the first posts.
I'm wondering what I could have done different.
It's all in you mind really. I wish I would have had the mindset I have now to deal with her back then. I wasn't in a good place. Maybe being here has gotten me to a good place in my head.
I'm going to make it. Like this site, and the people on this site has saved my life.
Thank you, BWORL! Phoenix, AmyC, Ian, BND, Wifey, KsChick, yeah and even FG.
I still have plenty of work ahead of me. Perhaps I can do better. Perhaps not. I do see how she has gotten worse. When she first left we were still exchanging I love you's, hugs, kisses on the cheek. She would even initiate those things. Now nothing.
Is is getting better? Well it is getting better for me.
