I'm so tired today. We pulled into our parking lot this morning at 7:00 am, I ran in, showered and got to work by 7:50 (I live 5 miles from work). The short hair cut really helps too! All morning I was shoving coffee in to stay awake.
We left early Sat. morning for Kansas City. D4 stayed with a good friend that has girls her age. She had a good time. I was able to get a hold of some friends that live in Wichita and they came up to meet us. The wife has been battling thyroid cancer. She had a round of it a few years back and just found out that it has returned. She hasn't been feeling well, but was up to coming up to meet us. We haven't seen them in 6 years. It was nice. We went to a Royals game, visited some of the fun areas and then went to see Springsteen last night. He put on a really great show. We did have fun, but I'm not sure how, if at all, it helped our situation. With going non-stop all weekend, it was hard to talk about anything. H talked to our friends about wanting to meet them later in the year, around December and bringing D4 with that time. He made comments during the weekend about doing other things too. Not sure what that was about and I'm not putting a lot of stock into it. Toward the end of Sunday, he became a little cold again. I missed D4 terribly, but didn't want to have to get back to reality! I know I need to talk to H about things and what it all means. I did thank H for a really fun weekend.
We are going to see my FIL, SIL & BIL this weekend. H and BIL won't be around much. They're heading up to Milwaukee for Harleyfest. I plan on having a talk with my FIL just to air things out. I was originally planning on just taking D4 because it was going to be a girls weekend (still kind of will be) but H asked if it would be okay if we just all went together. Gee, what am I going to say? No, I won't allow you to come with me to see your own family?
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day