OW is PG

[Livin4ME]

So H is still in contact with OW. I asked him about it last night. He said yes, they still talk every once in a while. I asked why, he said because it is hard. I asked if it was ever going to stop. He said he didn't know. But he would like to think it will. I told him it's like ripping off a bandaid. The slower he does it, the more painful it will be. I'm half tempted to show up at her work and tell her to go away. But I know I can't do that. I keep reminding myself it's in God's hands. I have to step back and let Him take care of it. But we all know how are that is to do. Please pray for me that I will continue to let God work in my life.
When we went to bed last night, I didn't initiate any cuddling, but he did. The last couple of nights, I had been the one initiating, he would respond for a minute, then move away. Last night, he initiated many times during the night, I would respond. But early this morning, I woke up to him looking at his phone and texting someone. I don't have to think real hard as to who it was. I just looked at him, I'm not sure if he even realized I saw him. Then I rolled over and when he was done, he rolled over and cuddled a bit til he fell back asleep.
I'm not sure how often they see each other because with his work, he is on the road alot during the day and go where he pleases. It should be interesting over the next couple of weeks as he is having his surgery tomorrow and will be out of work for that time.