I thought it may have something to do with "the team"
Hooolllyy ... I bet the Kindys just love you to death. Or they will before the year is over. Those of us that are too old to remember those years love ya too! And the pole, and snack time, and Pirate parties; and did I mention finger painting talents?
You sound strong in your situation and we are all expecting nothing less from you than a rich life made joyful by your own design. Now if only I could be Kindy!