For the last two years I have found that I cannot listen to the radio in the car at all. I have had to turn it off and I pray. I would turn the radio on and force myself to listen just to distract me from everything but I would get this urge to turn it off and meditate on the Word and pray.
That has helped me a lot.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19