Journaling,...

I'm "done". Events this weekend have put me into complete dark mode. H's relationship with the parasite has escalated,... he bought her a brand new SUV for god sakes.

It's about me now. I've headed over to MLC, because that's what he's in. He may come out of it, he may not. I've essentially gone into self protection mode. Our family members agree with my choice to go dark on him and just let him self destruct. (and they predict he will). It's about reading what I might expect, and how to handle keeping him at arms length for my own self preservation.

I still have some email things I need to do for the next few months, and it'll keep things friendly, however the lies and deceit and what he willingly did to me and my mental health disgust me and have left me battered.

Abbey - turning the page.


T:22, M:20
H:55 Me:45
H-OW PA: N/07
OW Jan08
Bomb:Feb/08
S: Apr/08
Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11
Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess.
Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.