Hi Sandi, Thanks for checking up on me. I do love my wife very much, regardless is she makes me angry from time to time.I respect and appreciate your advice whenever you stop by(hitting your LL, just practicing). I was expecting a 2x4 when I saw you posted on my thread.
I just really don't understand her behavior or priorities right now, but I do love her. Its very hard to get over her and I just don't understand her right now.
I have listened and gone over the laundry list of reasons I'm not the one for her. Most are BS, but It seems to me the topic or theme that comes up a lot that I have deciphered from what she has told me is that she didn't feel loved from me or didn't know how much I loved her. I never knew this of course and I guess I was terrible of showing my feelings. I believe this is part of the LL affirmation. The problem is right now, she will not allow herself to let me 'love' her or show her that. Its very hard to give her compliments in the little contact we are having, its also hard because she's acting very bizarre and very selfish. I need some help in figuring out how to do that.
I guess I am still confused on the 1:20am phone call. It holds a lot of mistery for me. I am assuming she may have been drunk and some of her barriers came down for a bit.
