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[badcompany]

in essence my W is still in the fog of how great he is, despite her calling OM a coward for making excuses for why he left her (his ex girlfriend came back to town and he obviously isn't over her)

in the meantime I haven't mentioned our R, M, reconciliation or anything of the sort. I hugged her when we were done talking and that was it. I ask her once a day how she's holding up, nothing more.

***I realize I can't make her want me back, and I can't make her want to put our past behind us and come back. she has a lot of pride issues and when her and OM got together, all her friends told her she was making a HUGE mistake (family included). Her response was "I can't wait to prove all of you wrong." Well that didn't happen. Also, one night while angry at me for not agreeing to a divorce, she said "the minute we get divorced I am marrying him"

I am not sure if she is jinxing herself or the Almighty is hearing my prayers but her plans are falling through. I thank our heavenly father for watching over.

I do not expect her to come back.....the OM could come back, or another man, who knows ? not me. Getting on with my life, not holding my breath, but still caring enough to listen if she wants to open up. God help her.