One Year Yesterday

[*KS*Chick*]

I am beat.

and I am stressed.

And I am supposed to fly tomorrow for a week.

And Peanut doesn't want me to go now.

And her father is the same (see @($)@%)(@!%).

The DS her grandparents got her for Christmas last year is ruined. She set a shake on it and the condensation ruined it.

I asked him to drop it @ the house so I can see if it's fixable.

He offered to pay for half if she needed a new one.

HALF!

Is that the same as the week of day care?

Stupid!

And I want to text and tell him not to bother. IF I need to replace it, I will but it won't come to his house. STUPID!

And right before that, I felt like I was over the anger.

And I see I'm not yet.

But I feel like I'm ready to date.

And still scared.

And I'm flying tomorrow.

And my uncle is dying.

And.....I'm so tired.

One of my good friends is moving in next weekend. I had given notice @ the store because I'm just doing too much and when I don't have something to do, I do nothing - I am just beat. So.....I give notice, and find out Friday they are closing.

My last day is Sat. Their last day is Sunday. Customers don't know yet.

And then friend is moving in on Sunday.

No time! I need to clean, etc. and be ready for a tenant and I'm not.

How are you?