I really just need to turn off this cell phone. What I thought would make our life easier has made it worse.

Plus it gets me into trouble with her. I had my son all day. She text I'm picking him up soon at 8. He doesn't want to go with her, but I don't tell her that. I ask her when. She text in 25 minutes. I ask her to give me her schedule, and bring my ring.

She arrives. Daughter stays in car. Great thanks D. Not helpinp. She could have said something like, lets hang out with daddy mommy. I tell her to go get our son, because he doesn't want to leave. I go out and talk with daughter. Asked her how her day was. She was wearing her fallball softball medal and a her uniform. Showing off today.

I hear my son start to scream bloody murder at her. I don't want to go with you I want to stay with daddy. She comes out of the house and says, I don't have all those video games at my house so that is why he will not come with me. This is tearing me down.

I go and get son and hold him. I asked him gently. Do you really want to stay with me? He says yes. I said ok, lets go tell mommy nicely that your staying.

I go to wifes car window. I said do you have that schedule? She says yes, and explains it too me. I said ho, tomorrow drop us off some ice cream. I don't think you should have to pay full price when you are working at the shop. The kids want ice cream for here. She agree's. I said he wants to stay. So just let him. I know you want to sleep in tomorrow, but we don't need him crying like this.

Things went pretty smoothly.

Then I sit here and just fume after she leaves.

This is the part that gets me into trouble. Bad cell phone.

I Scold her with about five text of how I'm feeling.

One text I said stop blaming it on video games. The kids can take the ps2 and they have before. Son says your boring. You just want to be you.

I text. I want my ring. I want to wear my ring.

She text back OK.

Then I text Proverbs 21:19 and I say you put me in the wilderness.

I'm just so sick of this...

Yes, I know... Shut up!.... Leave her alone, as I walk through hell. Give it to God.