I guess it's also a good thing that all his stuff is still here so there's still some bond between us. He comes once a week to pick up his mail, first he did it secretly, now he announces when he comes over. First, he made sure that it was at times when I wasn't home. Last time he said he would come over on a Saturday and perhaps I'm there. It gathered up all my will and decided not to be there. Just to show him that I'll get on with my life. And when he comes over, I hope he sees the changes going on in the house. I bought some new stuff, did some gardening and keep the house perfectly clean, to remind him what he's giving up! Essie, where can I find your story? I'd love to read it!
Me -32 BF -28 together since 2002 not married no kids
