(((((Essie Future Girl))))))

It's so annoying sometimes that you're in the future- I'd love to be able to just chat. Maybe find me or Kalni on FB?...

Hurray for the trip to watch H wake boarding! I guess it must have been a great opportunity to compliment him on his manly sporting skills?! Boys ARE so funny!! He obviously responds when yu contact him in a non-pressure way. Maybe it's be a good idea to continue with that at somewhat irregular intervals; keep him on his toes!

Originally Posted By: Essie
So I've invited H for dinner tomorrow night, and a bit of possum hunting!!

ROTF LMAO!! This could mean so many things ;\) I love that you're possum hunting. I don't know what one looks like so I'm going to Google it now!

Originally Posted By: Essie
Have been thinking about the sex thing. Maybe it would be a 180 just to follow H's lead, instead of having sex on my terms. Letting him be in control more?? Please let me know what you think?!?

I think that yes, if you always maintained control before, letting him take the lead and be in charge would be a good 180. At some level, he wants to feel manly and important- sex would be a good way of letting him do that, and also surprising him. Having said that, I'm not an expert in these issues- worth posting the question in the SSM forum maybe?

Originally Posted By: Essie
I made sure I didnt touch him at all today when wake boarding - I guess I'm thinking that he needs to really make the moves physically, and then maybe it would bo OK just to let go and go with the flow?

I'm not so sure about this.... I think H might be responsive if you reach out and touch his arm, or take his hand (or playfully slap his bottom?!). IMHO (and I'm by no means an expert) men like to feel that they're desirable, and it can be a burden on them to make ALL the moves. A little encouragement might make him feel relaxed enough to take things further? I don't mean jumping on his minus pants, just subtle gestures of affection every now and again (?)

Man, Ess- you've given me such a lot of hope and happiness this weekend. I even dreamt about you and your H last night and woke up smiling. You're a MASTER DBer- absolutely awesome, and your H finally recognises your super-amazingness!!

(((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))

L. xx