Hi all. Having a real up and down day.

D12 was telling me about her book she just finished. In the book, the Mother I think gets sick, goes away for a rest, and Dad has to tells the little one that Mom isn't ever coming home. D12 was telling me how she was surprised by the ending, the little girl goes to visit Mom's grave.


I keep myself locked down so tight just to get by, and something like this comes up and just smashes the carefully constructed edifice I've created, this life that looks so good on the outside.

I miss my W.

Dan


M-40 W-41
D12 S8 D5
T-18yr M-14y
Sep 4/12/08
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