You are so right! I didn't go back to another C after that one. I have talked with a couple of pastors but I'm just praying & like you said having trust & faith in God! I could be totally wrong but I think there is a reason I feel this peace. I don't know if it's me moving on or if I really haven't given up. I know I haven't given up, I'm trying to act as if he is not coming back but in the back of my mind I feel like he might. Only God knows & that is where I'm putting it, in His hands!
(((HUGS))) I so admire your faith & standing for you M.
