Tomorrow is the wake.. I feel God has given me the strength to make it through this. I appreciate beyond words all the support I have gotten from all my friends here both on and off the boards. You guys are truly some of the most wonderful people I have ever met.
Many relatives have flown in from all over the country. My ex wanted to stop by to see all of them, but it really was not appropriate given everything. Some of my relatives would like to deck him others would like to hug him. I feel his drama is the last thing me and my family needs. I can't imagine how he feels about everything. All of my family thought he was the greatest thing. He will be one of the pallbearers. I hope that goes smooth.
Again, Thank you all so much for all your support.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
