Noting like sitting still. Reading the bible. You dooze off and it feels like your spouse comes up to you and brushes your cheek with hers.
Then you are awakened by door bells and knocking on the door. Annoying knocking on the door. I get up. She is here with the children and on time. As I enter the living room I say hold on I'm coming. It sounds like she is trying to bust down the door. She has a key. I said you don't have to bang on the door like that. I heard you the first time. I was in the back taking a nap. I don't allow her to come in. She walks away without eye contact. I said have a nice night at work. She flicks her pony tail and says, "oh yeah, I love it." She sounded sarcastic.
I decide to not watch her leave and I close the door.
I throw a DVD that was handed to me and say, I'm so sick and tired of her not talking to me. I walk away.
I come back in and say sorry kids. Give me a hug and a kiss.
I'm just a big jerk. How long do I need to put up with this.
Now here is something funny in the evening. My daughter asked me a question. I said I don't really care about that honey. There is only one thing I care about. She said I know what it is. I said what. She said mommy.
I said you are just too smart, but honey that isn't entirely true. I care more about you and your brother. I want you guys home.
Now there was anoter episode of all I care about is mommy. So I said to her. Are you guessing this by just saying mommy or do you know the answer is mommy. So I ask her what color is the sky. She says blue, but blue is mommies favorite color so all answers are mommy.
