SilverFox,

You don't need to worry about whether or not you will stop loving your Husband right now, just learn how to detach from the BS and see what happens.

You will begin to feel better.

You will begin to live again.

You will begin to see things as they truly are and not through rose colored glasses.

Begin to work on yourself, and leave your Husband to deal with his own issues on his own.

Pray for him.

Love him from a distance.

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.