My thought and prayers are with you today. On May 6, I went down to take my dad some groceries that I had picked up for him that day and found him sitting in his favorite chair on his sun porch. At first I thought he asleep but he wan't. It is over 3 months but the pain is as real as if it just happened yesterday. I had been taking care of him since his surgery in Oct. and I miss him very much so I know how you are feeling.
Do not worry about you H and how this is affecting him. Take care of yourself, your kids, and most of all your dad. You are so lucky to still have him.
