Ok so maybe I'm a little down. How could you tell?
Well, they went out before it started raining and I wasn't invited and also I invited him for dinner and he declined. I was talking it personal and I have stopped.
Yes, he still wants to go to the game and that's great. I'm very happy for that...just hope the weather cooperates. Be a pity that the first game of any sort we go to together and it gets rained out LOL...karma?
Ok so maybe we didn't go all the way back into Stage 1 but he is dealing with some negative emotions right now and told me so Thursday. He'll come around again but there are only so many time I can hurt him before he doesn't. I can't push it anymore.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
