Ok so I definatly overreated the other day that i was doing something wrong..lol.
So last night he starts texting me if I am still awake..I tell him no I'm sleeping and he texts back that he is at a friends house not far away and passing by. He comes in and is a bit buzzed, we ML and then he spends the night. He wakes up in the am and we ML again. Then he gets up showers and says he has to go....so I just say ok, get up and start straightening up the house while he dresses. He started small chit chat and I continue it acting breezy and even giving him suggestions and lending him a magazine for a project that he was working on that I think could give him ideas....he lingers for a bit still chatting and laughing a bit.
It felt like a good exchange...no R talk just some light flirty chat. Then when he goes to the door he tells me is is leaving but lingers a bit a taking a long time to open the door and go through it...he said good-bye but wouldn't turn and look at me...and first I was a little insulted but then I had the overwhelming feeling that he didn't want to say good-bye which made me feel better.
I feel like our times together are getting better and more frequent. It went from once a month when he first left and now this month is the 3rd time already. It seems the more I go dim and only try to talk to him when he reaches out for me first he does it more frequently. I am hoping that I am on the right road to saving my marriage and will try...operative word, try very hard to appreciate every babystep that we share.
