It's so great to see you happy, h4h. And, it will be great for your wife to see you happy. Even though the guy you went out with encourages hanky panky (he's already divorced, right?), doesn't mean you gotta, and it looks like you have it all under control. Watch the alcohol...sometimes makes us do things we wouldn't do if we thought about it....and I know you have been struggling with this "girl thing".....just be careful. I can hear you say, "Yes, Mother!!" from way down there in Texas.
Remember what you want, and know that no matter what you will be ok. Keep praying.
