It is a little scary, I wonder if maybe we think that if we are not in pain it means we don't care, and thats why we hang on to the pain. But I still care, still love him, and still pray that we can recommit at some point.
That is it in a nutshell really. It does feel somewhat liberating to be released from feeling that way. I feel like I am reclaiming me.
ITH - I thought exactly the same thing as Lola. That is what DBing is all about and your smile will show through whatever medium you are using to communicate, honestly
