Thanks. I guess this is what detaching feels like. I do love him, and don't have any other goals but to save my marriage. Last night I prayed God would take away some of the pain, and apparently he has. It is a little scary, I wonder if maybe we think that if we are not in pain it means we don't care, and thats why we hang on to the pain. But I still care, still love him, and still pray that we can recommit at some point. I just don't feel the need to check my phone all the time, and have been doing well with leaving the ringer off. Too well...my BFF Rose keeps joking I never answer the phone anymore!!! LOL I remind her she is the one who told me not to be so attached to it...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
