I would totally think that he is trying to work his way back home.
waaaaay too early for this...this is what gets you spinning. just dont even think this. he isnt anywhere remotely near this. you have sent him back to square one so many times. you have to find away to stop thinking about where he is in the process. or if he is anywhere at all. he has to go much deeper in the tunnel before he can work his way out.
Me 53 H 51 OW 25 Bomb may 06 left june 8/ 06 ILYBNILWY (twice!) 7/6/07 H wants to come home 7/21/07 H comes home 7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW now piecing in earnest