This is when H confuses me. Sometimes I think he backs off because he needs more space, sometimes I think he is insecure and needs to be reassured that I dont think he is a bad person and I hate him.
I did send H a text today, and got no response at all. I think I said "Thank you for a wonderful time last night. Dad was very jealous. Hope you had a good day?"
What should I do now?
Earlier this week we talked on the phone and he sounded stressed about work. I sent him a text thanking him for something and then said "you sound a bit stressed, so I'm sending you a virtual massage". He replied "thanks your so sweet mwha". To which I replied "And you never know where a virtual massage might lead..... wink". And I thought I scared him off, because of no response. But he mentioned it on the date, and said something about how he would just rather come around to my place instead of it being virtual.... I get confused by his signals.
I want to wait. Partly because I know I still love him, but I'm not 100% sure I want to be married to him. BUT why doesnt he at least take me up on my little openings?
Maybe I should wait all day tomorrow to see if he makes contact, and then call him tomorrow night if he doesnt reach out by then?
