Thank you for responding. I feel so not ok right now. I have not felt this irrational for a while. I will try to wait 48 but I am scared. I am going out tommorrow. I don't want him to be out starting up a new affair while I celebrate my friends wedding. I don't want to be a stupid sucker any more. Doing all of the DBing makes me feel like I am being ignorant some times. Does that make sense? It makes me feel like I am actually treating myself badly sometimes.
M-33 H-31 D-13 Bomb 2/29/08 H out 2/29/08 H back in 5/08
