Hi glam-
Happy Anniversary to you...I hope your next year's anniversary will be so much better. It does sound like your H is making progress. Did he find a new job? Maybe that will help him work through some of this.

Hello peace-
It is scary to think that fall is coming...I can not believe how fast the last year has gone by. I just realized it was one year ago today that my H filed the D papers. I can't help but wonder where we all be one year from now.

Hey sh-
I am glad I am able to remind you to appreciate the moment. How I miss being able to cuddle with my S. My S is so grown up now (most of the time) and while I know he appreciates me, he doesn't want to show it. I miss his unconditional love and adoration.

What is happening with your sitch???

Hey there NG-
It sounds so whiny that I am disappointed that my H wasn't dying to see me when I got home...oh well, I am over it. It is so funny that you mention a bad dream...I had strange dream last night. I was at a party and my H and another guy show up in wedding dresses...I think it was supposed to be a joke but whatever it was, it was weird and I am not trying to read anything into it. Anyway, my birthday is Monday...my H told me a few times today that he knows what he is going to get me...he even said something about the fact he didn't get me anything last year.

Hello Breton-
Thanks for stopping by. I am trying to take my time. I think I would be completely freaked out if my H decided to move "home". I keep telling myself slow and steady.

Last night after I posted, my H called. I think I let him hear my frustration a little. I asked him what he was doing this weekend rather than waiting for him to ask me. He said he wasn't doing anything and I asked what I am doing. I told him I am having a team party at my house for S16 on Saturday. My H said he would come and help out. After that I asked what my H was doing tonight and he told me he was going home after work...he said he wanted to rest...but later he suggested we meet for lunch today. I told him I would let him know. We ended up meeting at our usual spot. We just talked about the usual...kids and work...until shortly before we left. My H mentioned something about buying some beach property for retirement...and he asked my opinion. The conversation was interesting. I gave my opinion but I had to keep adding the qualifier of "if we were to get back together".

Oh, I also asked my H about his IC appointment...he said he was planning on going but got side tracked and by the time he realized it, it was too late to go...grrr! We have a joint C appointment scheduled for Monday night...what a romantic way to spend my birthday!

Slowly we progress...I guess I am okay with it today and I have to appreciate that.