hey sweets, "this" won't end, it "morphs", you let it take less and less control of your emotional wellbeing little by little, this wholething, the bomb, the D just happened 5min ago, of course you are not going to feel alright right now! give yourself some credit hon, it is just another rollercoaster of ups and downs, but luckly, we own the rolleroaster and we know it will end.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.