no expectations 9

[peacetoday]

Hi
I went to L today
we did a counter-petition
L wrote on paper
W is reluctant to agree that M is over and wants R with C
I asked L to stipulate if D goes thru that W wants C for coparenting
this could take a while going back and forth

H here
He dyed his hair again and eyebrows- 3rd time
this time the color came out better-wasnt orange
funny how I never noticed him coloring his hair before MLC
he seemed distant and quiet
I couldnt help it
I brought up the L
he acts detached like the consequenced of D wont be partial financial wreckage for him
He will be very limited and if L is correct , H will walk away with little
he will get his freedom..that is the prize- right
I need to let go and trust all will be OK
I left
D 13 says H on phone--
I hate that hes always talking to ???
I feel like I know so little about My H or anything he is currently doing
maybe its better that way

No going back only forward and forward is good with or without him