I do tend to worry a lot about my sitch but I'm doing my best to turn it over to God. I have a meltdown every now & then & today was one of them. It just takes time, I know.
I'm sorry you are so stressed out at work, you don't need that on top of everything else. I'm sure the hedge of thorns prayer does need extra concentration while you are in a meeting!
We do have to depend on Him, he is our strength!! .... I hope you are doing well! I'm sure you have been very busy.
Hi nlt, Thanks for checking on me. Sorry for the delay. It's been very hectic and I just have been trying to stay on top of work and my health. Been trying to go to bed earlier each night to get enough sleep.
How are you feeling now? I hope you are still keeping up with the praying. It's really important to keep praying, and in faith that God is answering and working on the situation.
I have an idea for some seed planting some time this week. She may be left speechless but I don't think it will be possible for her to get mad at me for what I have to say. It's just a little something that I am going to let her know that I am praying for her.
Sooners, I wouldn't plan to try to plant seeds. Be cautious as she may interpret it as pressure.
PH glad to hear that a few checked on you from church. It's nice to know someone was thinkin of you.
Nothing to report here other than I miss my h, but he did call a bunch of times yesterday. When he arrived at the airport, when he arrived at the hotel, when I was going to work and then again when he was out walking to get a bite to eat. They were all brief conversations but at least he was thinking of me.
He sounded in good spirits. I did send an e-mail regarding finances. It was more informational and had to be addressed. No response, but didn't expect one either. I know he got it because he mentioned it regarding some other stuff I put in the e-mail too.
Trying to re-read some books to get some fresh ideas on approaches with h this week. I'll see what I come up with.
Thanks glam.
It's great that you H has been calling and keeping in touch. I really think you and your H are doing so well as a couple. Hang in there.
Well I got ripped for the church comment, I just shut my mouth, my head hung low, and let her talk, at that point nothing I could say would help but only make things worse so I apologized and she forgave me still upset but said I crossed the line with that one. I should have spent more time thinking about that church comment from her perspective before mention it. I did learn a lot from it though. On the up side she did say that she has a good heart and that GOD WAS THE ONLY WAY FOR HER. She also mentioned that she was already considering church and that she was trying to figure if morning or evenings were better. All in all from what I saw and heard tonight, I can really tell that my prayers and the other people praying for us are having an impact on her in a good way, I feel confident in things to come, but I can till it is going to be a long time coming.
I was working on trying to plan for school in the spring and my W thinks I should. I get the feeling that she would have more appreciation and respect for me if she sees me doing something productive like that in my life. I wonder if it would look attractive to her. I'm thinking about selling my jetski to use the money for school. I may even move to an apt. for cheaper rent, that is just a thought.
Anyway we talked for just a little bit, but the whole time I just kept think how beautiful she looked. So I sent her an email stating: Thank you for coming by it was nice to see you. I didn't say a whole lot while we talked but I just kept thinking how beautiful you looked. I am very very proud of you. Stephen.
Sooners, At least you learned to not bring up going to Church to her, and that you saw her strong stand in her beliefs. It's wonderful that you are able to see God working on your W.
As for going to school because you think it'd make you more attractive in her eyes, do it because it is what you want to do to improve yourself, not just to impress her. It will be obvious to her if you did it to impress her.
Hi glam, I am doing OK. Work is still stressful. I am trying to not let it bug me. I think doing my meditation this week ( 3 times) did help me think more clearly at work. No word from my H. I mailed him a BD card last night - simple and light, and I hope he gets it and likes it.
I had a strange dream last night. A co-worker and my H were in the dream. In the dream, the co-worker saw how my H interacted with me and found out that my H and I are separated. It was embarrassing for me in the dream, just as I would be if the dream actually played out in real life.
I had a really good colonic today, had a spa service today and have a sleep-enhancement appointment this afternoon. I hope to be able to sleep better soon.
Still trying to get used to the FlyLady program. I need to start the 31 days beginner steps again, now that the journal, timer and fly dusters have arrived. I love the timer.
How are you doing this weekend? I hope you and your H have a really nice anniversary celebration.
