Been a long time. Yeah, still struggling, but I am feeling better about myself.
CBK even dropped by not that long ago. HE is dating someone already, but still feeling pain.
I guess there is a difference between letting go and giving up. I haven't given up, but I am letting go. I let go a while back. I think it's a bit impossible to let go 100%, but trying to.
I really don't know what I'm going to do. I think things are too fresh and raw for me right now. I enjoy the company, but not looking for a relationship or even a one night stand really. I am still married, but man, do I enjoy the company and conversation.
I keep struggling on.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
I was kinda being sarcastic before.....DON'T GO OUT WITH ANOTHER WOMAN even for COMPANY.......It IS your choice, but I'm praying you will not make the wrong one. You are still married. Find something to do without a female. YOu should be able to do this, h4h. Really. If you can't find something to do unless it is something with a female, then you really need to find it.
Thanks kat. Yeah, I saw her posting a little while ago. I was worried about her.
That seems so strange to care for someone I've never met or spoken to.
dub, I know you were being sarcastic. Thats why it made me smile. It helped me break my mood. I bet your were REAL happy to see my bud rop post to me with what he told me.
I told you I am being constantly bombarded. Constantly. From family, friends and...."friends".
I'll be okay. Y spent her day at another office today. I did have to call her this morning on a client, but it was all business.
B called me on my work phone. I just answered as usual. Didn't recognize her number. She had spent the day at Six Flags with her daughter and her little friend. I tell her that I'm going out tonight. She tells me to have a good time, and that she is staying in tonight herself.
My buddy from earlier this week called me and said he wanted to go out, too. He said his wife called that her new vehicle had broken down and was wondering if he could give her a ride home. She was supposed to be with the kids tonight.
D11 is texting me now. All the new ways to say hello in different languages. We did it the other day. She is funny.
I'm going to go have some fun tonight.
But not too much fun, right?
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
Yep, by the way......check out meetup.com...there are groups of everything and anything that maybe you are interested in...book clubs...sports clubs.....etc. Maybe you could meet some new people there! I was thinking of joining a mommy's group on there.
I am home now. Having to type kinda slowly. Its about 3:10am. Centeral time. And buszzing big time. I was a good boy. I had a blast tonight. Thought I would drop in before bed. And i have to work tomorrow. I mean today. I mean I have to get up in about 4 houres. Three different places tonight. And I got flirted with. Felt good. I will post more tomorrow. It was just me and my bud. WE talked a lot. Got some free beer in two of the places. How cool is that? Pretty cool.
First place was the place that opened recently. Felt like a dad. Everyone under 23 years old. I think my and my freind were the only ones drinking. First round on my client. Then 3 more rounds. Next a bar with live music, also. Rock. Had a BLAST! D11 was even calling me. or texting me mostley.
Must get some sleep. Post tomorrow.
Night all.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
Wow, H4H sounds like you had fun, nothing like a tall glass of cold beer and pretty women
just checking in on you, got to be rough working with only 4 hours of sleep.
Sounds like you are doing good, I know its hard and confusing. Everyone wanting to know whats going on family and friends Its kind of strange.
Just keep swimming, just keep swimming
M45 W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
