Been a long time. Yeah, still struggling, but I am feeling better about myself.
CBK even dropped by not that long ago. HE is dating someone already, but still feeling pain.
I guess there is a difference between letting go and giving up. I haven't given up, but I am letting go. I let go a while back. I think it's a bit impossible to let go 100%, but trying to.
I really don't know what I'm going to do. I think things are too fresh and raw for me right now. I enjoy the company, but not looking for a relationship or even a one night stand really. I am still married, but man, do I enjoy the company and conversation.
I keep struggling on.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
