Thanks for the great advice so far! At the moment I feel like there's some light at the tunnel, at least I don't feel as devastated as I felt at the beginning. I feel like slowly taking my life back. I start to do things again that I had neglected during the R and I planned some trips to England and the USA during my days off from work. I guess the working title of my life right now is "I'll show him that I can take care of my life myself" and maybe he realizes what he'll miss. I'll also stick to the LRT as it really seemed to work. He called again on Wednesday, sounded somewhat depressed. Later on he mentioned that I seemed to be going out a lot lately and that I'm not home very often. Hah! On the other hand I noticed during the call that I really don't know him right now. It was like talking to a complete stranger. There were even moments when I didn't like him at all. He sounded so arrogant and harsh and I only thought: what happened to the soft and gentle man that I've fallen in love with? Where did he go? And his he still somewhere inside? Feels like I'm having Dr.Jekyll as BF and Mister Hyde has taken over...
Me -32 BF -28 together since 2002 not married no kids
