I was really feeling fine, but things are not good right now. I think it's the finality of everything - and the fact that there are so many "finals" -
I am feeling really lonely right now, alone and sad. I do not want to get back together w/ XH, but I wish I could be in a healthy, stable R with someone else.
I felt this way for six months now. Still hard to wrap my head around it.
Maybe soon.
I cannnot even look at another woman without a certain distain.
What we are going through is normal. But is sucks it takes so long. Limbo is no fun.
