Rob.. thanks for all your words. When I have a quiet moment I will absorb them :))

***Update**

H is ok, thank goodness. He does have a burn on his cornea but they gave him medicine and it will heal on its own, no surgery. I was ready to fly out there if that happen.

So I feel a little better. I did cancel my night out with my gf. I am emotional drained, got no sleep last night, and really won't have a good time being so tired. I need just to relax today

Will try and set something up next wk with her.

Tomorrow I have a party to go to for my SIL. The kids will go swimming in their new pool. Don't feel like going there either (she not real warm and fuzzy) but the kids will have fun in the pool and if anything it will give me a breather.

I have to run out to the bank, then coming home to relax. I feel like ive been hit by a truck.

Thanks all for your support \:\)

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.