Good idea Jen. I'll save the chuck norris a$$ woopin for later ...lol I'm just teasing you.
Take some time for yourself Jen, you definetly need to figure out how to forgive, both yourself and him, before you can have a successful R with your XH. It's going to take some time to figure it out though. Talk to your C about it, etc. It's time to do some serious work on yourself.
(((((Jen)))))
FLoyd The grass is always GREENER over the septic tank.