I def. don't want to be that woman. And besides my XH had a short lived EA to which he claims was nothing.
I think I've been mean to my XH long before this. Part of me thinks that I need to push those who love me away so that I can be right when I think I don't deserve to be happy and loved. Horrible self fulfilling profecey.
I was thinking of getting the phone counceling and I really should.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
