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He told me again last night that one of the resons we cannot get back together is that I keep throwing the EA in his face. He said that I have told him I wouldn't but after 7 months I still do.

Is the reason you are still angry because you would have loved the attention, time, and energy your H put into the EA? Do you feel responsible for his actions? Have you forgiven yourself? Do you struggle with why doesn't he love me that way? Your not alone.
You have to work on the doubts you have about yourself. SC and I are bantering back and forth about this for ourselves. It's not over and you can handle it.
Cheers


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.